I was very lucky to have you. you were a gift from God. The best mother He could have chosen for me. I feel as if my time with you flew past too quickly. I miss you so much my heart hurts. Where are you on Fridays?
Fridays are when we used to do our stuff together. I used to come to your house early on fridays, brush your hair and rush you out the door....I now wake up on friday mornings wishing you were here just so we could be together like we used to. Things will never be the same without you. I guess people would only understand if they were standing in my shoes. I still cant believe it. I still think you'll call me or text me to ask when I'm coming down?.. I sit down in silence sometimes reflecting and hearing our conversations in my head. All the things you said to me. I find your text messages on my phone and read them over and over again. My daughter is lovely. I wish you met her you would have loved her. When I get stuck I try and imagine what you'd say. I hear your voice at times and I forget your gone. I wish we had just a few moments longer together.. I wish you would have spoken the words 'goodbye'.. the hole you left is so deep it cannot be filled. Things that have happened since you've been gone are so shocking I can imagine your pain and hurt if you were to witness them... I hope you are in Jannat Al Firdus living with the best of them. You were a blessed soul.. you can never be replaced and never be forgotten. I miss you so much.. I hope to see you again I A... love you dearly... x