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Back to the house that I grew up in...

30/7/2014

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Today I needed to go the post office to get my road tax,  but for some strange reason I had the urge to go to the one that was near to my mum's old house. I have avoided going there for a very long time. Today though, I wanted to go to that particular one despite knowing it would bring back many memories of my mum. I felt as if, being in that area I would be close to my mum again. 


I walked past my mum's old house where she raised us in Islington. The place where we grew up. I thought I'd never be brave enough to do so, especially alone. So many memories rushed to my mind. so many flashbacks. I could see her walking towards the house, hear the dogs barking, see her talking to the neighbours. I remembered me walking to school, playing in the park. 


I walked to the park across the road so Drissialemoy could play on the swings. 

I never ever thought I would be standing here pushing my daughter on the swings staring at my mum's house and her not being on this earth. It felt border line surreal. I felt as if this was all a bad dream and any minute now I would see her. 



I stood and stared at the house as I pushed Drissialemoy on the swing.. It's the only one on the street that has white windows and door. My mum had it fully double glazed. It really stands out from all the other houses as all the other windows are brown. It was the weirdest feeling. I had flashbacks of me being in this same park as a small young girl. Hearing my mum calling me in for dinner. Never in a million years would I imagine ME standing here pushing MY daughter whom my mum never met on the swings. It was odd. I actually felt a bit sick standing there. It didn't feel right. The houses are currently being renovated so there was scaffolding all over them. 


As I left the park one of my old neighbours who lives there and knew my mum well, called out to me. She was shocked. 'Who's baby is that?' she asked. 'mine' I replied, she held her head as if in shock. 'no way, really she said, I would never think you would have a baby?!, I am so shocked to see you walking with a baby, she looks nothing like you'. We spoke for a while. She informed me that her mother whom my mother used to know very well had also died 4 months after my mum. I actually told her that my mum had died before, and she told her mother. Her mother had asked her to tell me to come and tell her myself as she wanted to hear it from me. I never went. I knew she too was ill and didn't want to give her that sad news. Thinking about it now, I'm kind of glad I never, as she died 4 months later. She spoke highly of my mum. She respected her a lot and loved her. Her daughter told me that her mum never got over the death of my mother. She kept talking about her and saying that she advised her of her medications and how they weren't really good for her. She said that she knew the last time she saw my mum that she would never see her again. Her daughter told me that there were 2 deaths she couldn't get over, her own daughter's death and my mums death. After our chat, I said my goodbyes and she asked me to come by again. 


I looked back at the park and my mum's house, and I thought, yes I will be back. I will come back and spend time in the area where I grew up and where my mum raised me. It's sad memories but also I felt happy to be "near" her. She loved Islington. She was very fond of the area. 
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Ebola Outbreak

30/7/2014

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I said this before and I still stand by it... my view.... 


EBOLA = MAN MADE + POPULATION CONTROL... !!!


They tried to kill off so many with Cancer and HIV/Aids.... now it's Ebola... these so called non-curable diseases are made in a laboratory DELIBERATELY by man...with a HIDDEN AGENDA....


They want to control the world's population ... its a part of the New World Order / Illuminati agenda... GET TO KNOW... do not be a sheep all your life.. WAKE UP...
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Sun, Jul 27, 2014

27/7/2014

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The Canal In Islington ... 

27/7/2014

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Today J suggested that we go for a walk to the canal where I used to go with my mum when I was younger. It brought back loads of memories for me. We used to take a bag of bread and go to the canal to feed the ducks. We often went there and it was something we really enjoyed. As soon as I walked towards the entrance of the canal I felt a deep over whelming sadness. I had visions of my mum walking with us carrying the bread for the ducks and birds. I still miss my mum and think about her all the time. I really wish she was still alive. I will bring Drissialemoy to this canal when she's a little older to feed the birds and ducks. IA.... The canal has 2 parts to it. The 2nd part is so beautiful. I took some pictures. Today is the last day of Ramadan as well. I feel sad about that as well in some ways.
Today I missed my mum a immensely.. May she be blessed with heaven ...ameen... x




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Fri, Jul 25, 2014

25/7/2014

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Air Algeria Aeroplane Disaster !!!

24/7/2014

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I really cannot believe what's going on ... First there was flight MH370, it went missing and STILL HASN'T been found....The other day the MH17 Malaysian aeroplane was shot down killing everyone on board, yesterday a plane in Taiwan crashed killing 48 people and today an Algerian Plane has crashed. It is unkown as of yet as to where it has crashed but honestly, this has put me off flying. It's horrific to even imagine being on any one those planes. The horror and the fear that those people went through. It's horrible. unimaginable.
 
In the past few years I've had a major fear of flying even though I have done it many times, but each and every time I still felt major fear and anxiety. I no longer feel relaxed. The only flight where I felt comfortable and safe was on the Emirates flight to Dubai recently. Other then that I felt anxiety on all the other ones. I literally cannot bear flying anymore. I especially hate sitting at the back of the plane because you feel every bump , shake and turbulence more than the people sitting in the front of the plane. 


I don't know, I am shocked at these latest incidents... something isn't right... !!
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Thu, Jul 24, 2014

24/7/2014

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Mon, Jul 21, 2014

21/7/2014

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This picture says it all really...

21/7/2014

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Thought of the day...

20/7/2014

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The world is beautiful... it's the people in it that are destroying it...
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The MH17 Tragedy 

20/7/2014

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MH17 Tradegy (c) All Rights Reserved. Lemoy

20/7/2014

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This is another absolute tragedy for all of those involved. A Malaysian aeroplane shot down unnecessarily by a Russian missile.. hundreds of lives lost. innocent lives!! Not an innocent accident, but a callous mass murder, genocide. A deliberate act of evil. There has been much talk of conspiracy involvement with this incident and if you do your research a lot of things don't actually add up! Ironically the plane incident happened on 17.7.2014 and the plane is MH17?! the plane is also a Boeing 777
Coincidence maybe? there are no such things as coincidences, everything happens as it is meant to. And not that long ago there was the aeroplane that went missing and STILL hasn't been found, another Malaysian Aeroplane MH370!! vanished air into thin and the mystery is still "unsolved". How can a plane just disappear? 

Strangely enough the passports of the passengers on the MH17 were found absolutely intact without a mark on them?! How is this possible? A bit like those passports that they claim they found during the 9/11 situation.

Some facts: There was the air steward who swapped shifts with one of his colleagues who couldn't work that particular day, and ended up on the doomed MH17 flight. Now he has lost his life. His wife ironically swapped HER shift on the doomed MH370 and she escaped death. How strange is that?! 

There was the couple who missed their flight on the MH17 as they arrived late to the airport,  Thus, escaping death.

One of the victims posted a short video onto his instagram account before the flight took off, and put the caption "bismillah, feeling nervous..."

One of the bodies landed in a woman's bedroom, the corpse crashed through the roof. 

The way in which the situation has been dealt with is quite atrocious. The bodies remained in the field, looters stole money and people's possessions. Tourists came by and took pictures on their phones. This could have been any one of us on that plane. Its horrendous to even think about it. 

It has been reported that the flight number MH17 will NOT be used again after this incident.

 

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Thu, Jul 17, 2014

17/7/2014

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love this picture.. with he's adopted family

16/7/2014

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Tue, Jul 15, 2014

15/7/2014

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